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Sunday, May 22nd, 2005
2:27 am	blast from the past if this pops up on your friends page.. wow. i never use this one anymore. im volatilechaos now. add if you want. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 9th, 2002
7:09 pm	holy shit. if your reading this then you have been here since the start. i was reading this old journal and the deftonesducky one. and .. things have changed. ALOT. alot has happened since the end of 10grade.. wow. i mean.. all the fun with sid, wade coming back, all the shit with sid and wade. the fact that i barely even talk to them anymore.. and how much that fucking sucks, um.. kiel again. that was.. fun. when i was with kiel i felt the most secure. like. i always have. and i need that in a relationship. i dunno. its weird and hard to explain. my new found punkness if thats what you wanna call it.. and now dj. and just. alot of stuff has happened.. were in our own house now.. and how i still havent found something that completes me. argh. i dont wanna get into it on here. even though i spill everything onto the people that read this.. and ALL THE FUCKING LIES IVE TOLD SOMEONE OR MYSELF!!!! god god god! that makes me feel so bad, you dont even know. i am a lie. thats all there is to me.. no one can describe me, not because im me, but because who i am is a lie. ah. fuck me, im nothing special and no one should ever even try to think that. and if you do. .... fuck. moo. im done. Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: spineshank 'synthetic' (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, November 11th, 2001
1:35 pm	if i start writing in this journal.. alot less people will read it.. hmmmmmm.... i dunno.. if you havent noticed.. ive kinda stopped really talking about stuff in my journals.. and i dont know why.. im not that boring. i dont know.. blah. Current Mood: blah Current Music: rancid - ruby soho (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, July 9th, 2001
2:29 am	GwAhAhAhA!!!!!!!!!! attack of the other screen name!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: crazy Current Music: deftones "my own summer (shove it)" (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 13th, 2001
2:43 am	time for a change ***VERY IMPORTANT!!*** okie from now on ill be posting mostly under deftonesducky, and my new email addy is deftonesducky@hotmail.com all the old stuff still works but these are my newest ones.. luv to all. dont ask questions.. hehehe... (2 Comments |Comment on this)
1:20 am	I hAvE pEz In My PoCkEt. Current Mood: silly Current Music: NiNe InCh NaILs "SiN" (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 12th, 2001
11:10 pm	okay im just sitting here listening to linkin park. perfectly okay. coz "one step closer" was on, then "with you" started. and BAM! im not okay anymore. basicaly i have this sinking feeling in my stomach, along with butterflies in my blood, and its so not cool. and i kinda know what it is. or should i say, who it is. *sigh* im done, i give up again. (well see how long this lasts this time) Current Mood: not good Current Music: LinkinPark"withyou"(iftheywerntmyfavebandidstoplistengtothem (Comment on this)
1:13 am	interesting Think you know everything? 1. Rubber bands last longer when refrigerated. 2. Peanuts are one of the ingredients of dynamite. 3. There are 293 ways to make change for a dollar. 4. The average person's left hand does 56% of the typing. 5. A shark is the only fish that can blink with both eyes. 6. There are more chickens than people in the world. 7. Two-thirds of the world's eggplant is grown in New Jersey (the Garden State and home to me). 8. The longest one-syllable word in the English language is"screeched." 9. On a Canadian two dollar bill, the flag flying over the Parliament building is an American flag. 10. All of the clocks in the movie "Pulp Fiction" are stuck on 4:20. 11. No word in the English language rhymes with month, orange, silver, or purple. 12. "Dreamt" is the only English word that ends in the letters "mt". 13. All 50 states are listed across the top of the Lincoln Memorial on the back of the $5 bill. 14. Almonds are a member of the peach family. 15. Winston Churchill was born in a ladies' room during a dance. 16. Maine is the only state whose name is just one syllable. 17. There are only four words in the English language which end in "dous": tremendous, horrendous, stupendous, and hazardous. 18. Los Angeles' full name is "El Pueblo de Nuestra Senora la Reina de los Angeles de Porciuncula" 19. A cat has 32 muscles in each ear. 20. An ostrich's eye is bigger than its brain. 21. Tigers have striped skin, not just striped fur. 22. In most advertisements, the time displayed on a watch is 10:10. 23. Al Capone's business card said he was a used furniture dealer. 24. The characters Bert and Ernie on Sesame Street were named after Bert the cop and Ernie the taxi driver in Frank Capra's "It's a Wonderful Life." 25. A dragonfly has a life span of 24 hours. 26. A goldfish has a memory span of three seconds. 27. A dime has 118 ridges around the edge. 28. It's impossible to sneeze with your eyes open. 29. The giant squid has the largest eyes in the world. 30. In England, the Speaker of the House is not allowed to speak. 31. The microwave was invented after a researcher walked by a radar tube and a chocolate bar melted in his pocket. 32. Mr. Rogers is an ordained minister. 33. The average person falls asleep in seven minutes. 34. There are 336 dimples on a regulation golf ball. 35. "Stewardesses" is the longest word that is typed with only the left hand. ...now you know everything ... Current Mood: amused Current Music: Linkin Park "papercut" (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, June 11th, 2001
11:58 pm	Im feeling kinda geeky well im working on my web page and im trying to "steal" the movie off of Linkin Park and i thought i almost had it, but it still wont work. i have the exact same page except the movie wont show up.. im feelin pretty geeky coz i pretty much know what im doing. i think i spend waaay too much time on the net. like all my html knowledge is slowly coming back to me.. im having fun trying to steal linkin parks page tho. hehee.. maybe it will work? maybe not. if not im gonna learn how to write flash and make my own damn movie.. actualy, i could just use my paint shop pro animator and .... sorry.. i got carried away.. well anyways.. keep checkin my page it keeps getting better. and sign my guestbook and make me feel special.. hehehe. luv to all. Current Mood: geeky Current Music: Linkin Park "a place for my head" (Comment on this)
12:23 am	www.angelfire.com/weird/deftonesducky My web page go here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: Linkin Park"Runaway" (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 10th, 2001
11:36 pm	well dusty just left my house a little while ago and now im working on a new web page since the server my old one was on doesnt seem to exist anymore.. oh well.. had a pretty good weekend.. umm.. ill write more about my webpage later so you can visit it. lately ive been getting goofy after it gets late, sooo.. well see what happens.. hehe.. Current Mood: hyper Current Music: Linkin Park"Points of Authority" (20 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, June 8th, 2001
9:00 pm	***Your efforts will bring rewards if you have to work overtime. Romance is likely but you must proceed with extreme caution, your heart may be broken.***** why does tomorrow not look like fun????? Current Mood: scared Current Music: stabbing westward "what do i have to do" (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 7th, 2001
11:35 pm	the last day!!!!!!!! wow, very dissapointing. hehe... it just kinda snuck up on me, and im still not quite certain that i dont have to go tommorow. hehehe.. anyways. got home, and then left to go to my sisters promotion picnic, (their not allowed to call it a graduation, because its only elementary school)(whatever)i fed the ducks at the park and it was soo neat, theres soo many ducks and geese this year and i found a bunch of bread and i was throwing it to them and there was like 20 of them like crowded in front of me, and it was sooooo neat, i dont know, and my mom walked right up to this momma , daddy and baby ducks that were up on the side, and took pictures of them from like right next to them.which should be really neat to see the pictures.. hehe.. i had a blast actually. hehe.. ANYWAYS....then we got snowballs .. yummmmy.. (black cherry w/ marshmellow...), and chilled at my house with my aunts, then me and my mom went tanning... (yay!! i can go outside while the sun is out tommorow!!!!) and watched charlies angels... (not too bad, kinda funny..) and ate dinner.. and then watched it again coz i missed the first half hour the first time, and my mom watched it this time, and lyndzee and josh stopped by to get her clothes that ive had for like forever.....then wade called about 10:24 and wanted to know how late he could be at my house and my mom was like he has to be gone by 11, soooo hes like, well, then i guess i wont come over after all.. and we talked for awhile which is surprising.. our phone calls lately have been like 5 minutes long, but they usualy result in seeing each other. so nevermind... oh, damn bastard got his tongue pierced. grrr... (it would make more sense if you knew the whole story.. ) him and justin got it done, thats neat i guess. (yeah it is.. hehe) um. anyways. dammit, i forgot i have to go to my dads this weekend, he wanted to hang out tommrow after he got off work, but by then ill be at my dads. oops.. um.... im boooooooorrrrreeeeedddddd!!!!! im kinda tired, but theres no way im going to bed before 4am. hehe.. and im just plain bored!! hmmm... what to do tomorrow?? im not sleeping all day thats damn sure, i HATE sleeping all day. its a waste, now, if it rains i dont care, but if its actually nice in the morning, its yucky by the time i wake up, its just like that, um.... ok im done ive typed way too much. byes!! luv to all....!!!!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: i talked to wade. im good. :) Current Music: prodigy, "smack my bitch up" (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 6th, 2001
9:53 pm	one last entry for the night.. hehe.. okie, im reading piercing experinces on www.bme/freeq.com, and i realllllllllllllly want pierced now, i can take alot of pain and unhhh. i just want it NOW! hehhee.. anyways.. id probaly pierce anything not on my face, besides my labret and tongue, but thats not on my face.. anyways.... im done....luv to all.... (Comment on this)
9:07 pm	i know i sent the "search" email out to start with, but did anyone who re-sent it get a yellow box like it said it would? coz i didnt get one. (Comment on this)
8:53 pm	hey, well neil, and shaun, and john just left. it was fun. hehe, im surprised i didnt get yelled at for having three guys at once at my house. hehe.. anyways, i cleaned the game, we watched one of the c.g.m. sequences, like the playstation, (final fantasy ) losers we are, and i thought shaun was gonna cry coz its a really sad part in the game and it you really play it that long you get all involved and then the character dies and its just a sad thing... hehehe... anywyas... then watched a little bit of led zepplin the song remains the same. and then they left. but it was like 45 minutes of CRAZINESS!!!!!!!!!! neil is sooo fun. it sucks hes moving to arizona this summer.. oh well.. anyways.. shaun is convinced dusty is going to chesapeake next year, and im like, NO hes not, we had our hey were both leaving hug today.. it was a hug, no biting involved. hehe.. anyways.. well.. i think im done, hey wesley lied, he said there was a pic of us in the crowd during coldplay on hfs or something like that. but i cant find it... i probaly wont see him tomorrow so i cant ask him.. dammit.. oh well.. okie, im done. luv to all. Current Mood: crazy Current Music: tony hawk 2 music, (r.a.t.m., papa roach, etc.) (Comment on this)
7:41 pm	an uneventful day. (quell shock et suprise) hhehehe. .i took my final examen de francais aujourd'oui, hehhee.. anyways.. je suis desole pour parle francais dans mon journal.. (hmm, thats not the word for journal, but i dont know what it is.) SHIIIITT!!!!!!!!!!!! shaun robey just called me, him and neil are coming over.. hmmm. what have i gotten myself into??? (i cleaned one of shauns ps games with my spiffy cd cleaner and it worked, but now another part freezes soo their coming over to get my game, or im cleaning it again, or some crap.. and they should be here really soon, coz he lives right down the street. dammmmmmnnniittt..... ya know, i left earlier and everyone called me., shaun, nanci, and wade,.. and geeezr, they are here, so im gone.. byes!!! (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 5th, 2001
12:40 pm	im hoooome!! its 12:41!! hehe.. okie, im bored, since no one is home i cant figure out what i want to do. right now im making food thought.. heheh.. should i do nothing, play music really loud? hook up the ps2 to the big screen and watch fight club? (SWEEEEEEEEET) or play nintendo?? hmmmm... i think i feel like moving the playstation upstairs.. heheh. okie im gone.. byes everyone. Current Mood: hyper Current Music: none, our bird, (i think its a dove) is coooing.. hehehe (Comment on this)
Monday, June 4th, 2001
10:08 pm	you might die of boredom first... im not sure.. okie, a very uneventfull day.. damn store doesnt have any disposable cameras.. dammit, if i dont get pictures i will CRY. *hehe* um, during my meeting a wrote a very stupid story, but im going to type it because i have nothing better to do.. here goes.. ----a pink cat sat on the windowsill, watching a blue bird outside. Jineane stopped to ponder the scene, was the cat hunting the bird, or was the bird hunting the cat?? She laughed to herself about it as she walked away. "What are you laughing about?" asked Tom, startling her. "Oh just the cat" she said. I dont have a cat replied Tom. "oh?" Jineane said as she turned towards the window. "but look! ITs right there!" she exclaimed.. When she turned back to Tom, he was gone. She felt her heart stop, dont leave me here, she thought to herself. TOM!!! she cried out. TOM!! TOOOOMM!!! Where are you??!?! SHe ran outside, the sun was brighter than usual, the trees seemed to reach down for her, she turned back to the house but it was only an huge open field that streched for miles, with huge flowers and beautiful butterflies. TOM! where was he? why would he leave me here. Jineane!! Jineane, she heard her name being called. What are you talking about?? Tom!! I have to find tom she called frantically. What are you talking about its just us, Jay, and Rayna! As Jineane opened her eyes for the first time she slowly started to take in the surroundings.. white walls surrounded her the bright lights glaring in her eyes. There she was strapped down to the bed as usual in her room 109. A nurse walked in, "im sorry but visting hours are over, the psych ward is now closed to the public." "you can come see her tommmorow if she feels up to it." ITs sleepytime Jineane, the nurse said as she filled the syringe. Goodnight. okay, that was probaly the stupidest thing youve EVER read, but i was bored, and had a cool pen. I totaly missed the whole meeting though.. (damn.. hehehe) anyways.. love to all, its sleepytime. Current Mood: creative Current Music: hey lulu, im gonna go draw your butterfly!!!! (3 Comments |Comment on this)
4:27 pm	i took a test and heres the results.... {{{{{{You're a free-spirited, independent, action-crazed lunatic. You love movies with sex and violence, and you drive like a maniac. "Anything for a good time," is your motto, even if that means dancing half-dressed on some booze-slicked bar. But let's face it, you're so fun, interesting, and gung-ho about life that people find you irresistible no matter what you do. }}}}}}}} actually, yeah, thats me, if i was to just let go of the whole thought of getting caught i would do all of that!!! hehehe.. god if i did half the things i think of i would be in lots of trouble.. hmmmm... im taking a poll though., does that sound like me??? Current Mood: ready to play nintendo... Current Music: nine inch nails "starfuckers inc." (14 Comments |Comment on this)